big setback - horrific night.

brief update as i'm drugged up and on drips and things and typing on my phone. I was rushed in to watford general last night with excruciating pain. I was literally screaming and crying and begging for help almost non stop for 5 hours as they were so slow to give me anything that worked (i had 5 times the usual dose of morphine but it didn't help). It's calmed down now and i'm going to be transferred to kings by ambulance. They think it was probably a bowel obstruction. It may need a small operation. I hope the pain doesn't come back - that was the worst night of my life without doubt and quite possibly for dad and carole too.